matsuri............. duh~
hi~ juz came back... went to jrock matsuri... wasnt as fun as i tot.. probably bcos i dun haf the mood to haf fun... went wif mxin, mxuan, nua and her sisters... mxin n xuan left soon to walk arnd at vivo.. i felt rather bored as i got nth to tok... and i felt so awkward... like i'm soo alone.. i din take fotos there too when the photographers asked for a pic... cos i juz dun haf the mood to... duno wad happened to me.. just feel all disappointed and stuffs... in the end, i left halfway to join mxin n mxuan to bugis...
i thot i wld enjoy the matsuri today.. but the truth is.. i did not.. i feel totally disappointed... i think i wld not go to such events in the future... unless i got more frens to accompany me to go with... hai~ i really wanted to enjoy in this event.... maybe i jus dun haf enough confidence with my dressing today cos many pple are wearing so nice clothes at the matsuri... maybe i'll go again to other events when i earned enough money to buy a decent proper nice set of loli or punk... gosh~ i'm like feeling so depressed... duh~
i'm having mood swings i guessed? normally i wld haf talked randomly... even to pple i'm not close to... i wld just make an effort to talk... but today.. just dun haf the mood to... i regretted not wanting to take fotos... (>.<) sometimes... i feel that i shld giv up pursuing such punk.. loli fashion... feel that i'm not suited... after all, u haf to be loaded to be able to afford these clothes and stuffs... hai~ dun bother me.. i'm having mood swings...
anyway, this is wad i wore:
and pai seh to nua: for leaving halfway... >.<
Sunday, March 16, 2008 (12:56 AM)
Name : Julie
