My internship started last Wed... gotta update a little on it. Life's been really boring these days. When i'm in the office, it's as if I'm mute. I don't really speak more than 20 sentences a day when i'm in the office seriously. I don't even think I have a presence there.. I just go to work quietly and leave quietly each day. The staffs there don't even bother saying a 'Hi' to me.. well, just a really minority bothers to. The rest, treated me as if I'm invisible.

I really start to feel my life during SIP is going to be dull and i'm going to be reall anti-social and withdrawn if this goes on. I can't stand not talking to people around me.. I'll feel weird and as if i'm just arrogant or what. But i'm not. I really want to start a conversation with many of them but i'm just too shy to do so. And.. shouldn't be them initiating a conversation with me first? or at least bother to say a 'hi' or 'bye'? They are the seniors and i'm sure are pretty much older than me... so shouldn't they know how to at least make a newcomer and a younger person like me feel more welcomed and at ease?

(Post-it on my work comp~ AjaAja! Fighting! Duno if i wrote correctly.. HAHA)

They should have a slightest bit of awareness that interns will mostly be alone and feeling very awkard at first... and do something to make me feel that i actually do work in the company... not just some soul floating around with no presence.. Maybe i'm the only one who thinks that people out there will give a damn about interns. Maybe office people are just having no life and no interest in meeting new people and making friends. They just care about themselves.

ARGH. But one thing i'm happy working there is that most of my time these few days are spent stone-ing in the office with nothing much to do and i still get paid. The pay is the only thing that makes me feel better. But it's just toooooo boring...