Moody... SIP...
I can't help feeling moody whenever i think about my SIP... argh.. it's only tmr... i'm really feeling very scared and lonely. ok.. i was allocated to this company called Citi Private Bank... it's at Raffles place... (soo far and must walk from MRT...) the pay's good but the working hours are longer than the normal what my friends got... and i'm sure the job and tasks are sure to be harder and more with the higher pay offered. HAI~ i can't stop worrying and feeling negative.. My LO (liason officer for SIP) told me the people there are really "bubbly, cheerful and outgoing" those... i wonder how i am going to fit in the environment and the people there.. i'm not those "bubbly, cheerful and outgoing" kind u know... i'm not. But how i wish i am.. then i can interact with people more easily and get to fit into the new environment faster...
Oh my~~~ what am i supposed to do to survive that whole 3days before the wkends arrive.. blahblahblahblah....
On monday, after we knew of our SIP placements... went out with mxin, ruiling and joanna... we were all so gloomy and moody... can't stop sighing on that day~ all of us seemed to have no mood to do anything. But we still managed to crack jokes and laugh to make ourselves feel better i supposed. I was laughing uncontrollably on that day cus i really think i need to release some stress and negative feelings about my SIP before i really start to moan and groan about it for the following days to come...
anyway, here's the pic took with fiona and wanting during our day out to jurong point~!!! Had a fun day laughing and just relaxing... but the feeling is sooooo different now... aiy~
BYE! Wish me good luck for my SIP and tmr's first day of work! Hope the staffs there are really friendly and helpful~~~~
Tuesday, September 08, 2009 (8:16 PM)
Name : Julie
