Life is getting boring.
Life is getting boring. What am I living on earth for? ... I can't help but have such pessimistic thoughts. Don't worry, I am not on the verge of being sucidal. No no... I still pretty much want to live on and do many things that I haven done.
It's just that I find my life boring. I'm staying at home the whole day with nothing much to do... even using the computer, surfing the web and doing what I like most - watching dramas or shows online, doing these things are getting boring. Maybe I'm not the type who likes to stay at home... I think I need to go out, I need a sense of purpose in my life... Okay, I think the most important thing is I need a job.
Look. Having a job can make your life more fulfilling, like you have something you can do to contribute to the world and not just wasting your life doing basically nothing constructive.
- Having a job can help you kill time, put your mind away from negative thoughts or some depressing stuff you are worrying about.
- Having a job can make you feel more self-fulfilled! Like you can actually do something and the best part, get paid while doing it.
- Having a job means, KA-CHING! $$$. This means more money to go shopping, dine with friends and just enjoy your life.
- Having a job means you can get away from staying at home facing your naggy parents or whiney siblings... I'm sure somebody do face such problems at home.
- Having a job means getting to know more people! And getting to see more what is happening around you. Not just stalking Kpop forums or Twitter on what my idols' latest updates are.. or stalking Facebook profiles of my friends to see what they are up to... bleahs.
Okay, so here are the five main reasons why getting a job is good! And why it will make such a huge difference in my life! I know the exams are nearing, but there's still time for work. I mean I'm not studying at home now, so it makes no difference if I work or stay at home. Either way, I'm not starting my revision yet.. not until next week or so. There's still one month to the exams... and to me, it is still not time to do revision yet.
So.. until I get a part-time job to kill time and earn money or find something to do that will make my life feel more fulfilled, you will see my posts be filled with complaints about 'being bored at home' or 'why I hadn't gotten a job' kind of stuff...
OH MY GOD. Why does my life seemed so bleak?... It's like I can't see any pathway to guide me out of this darkness.
I know. I'm getting dramatic. BLEAHS.
Wadeva.
Sunday, March 27, 2011 (2:53 PM)