Seems like a long long time since I last update. My last school exams have officially ended last week. And to tell the truth, I'm in between feeling happy and feeling sad. I'm glad the long wait to end of exams have finally arrived and ended. No more memorizing of boring information and writing essays!

On the other hand, I'm at a lost of what to do after my student life ended. The thought of not having any more of hanging out with friends after school kind of life, even the possibility of missing attending lectures and going to school makes me feel kinda depressed. I mean, school life has got to be better than working life right? The carefree time... Attending lectures only a few days a week, and even so, a few hours a day only. I have the luxury of enjoying after lessons end, like going shopping in the afternoon which I'm sure working adults can't do (When u start work, the only time u can go shopping or meet up with friends is when after the sun sets on weekdays. That miserable two or three hours available for meetups or weekends, which maybe many people would rather spend their time sleeping in than step out of their house to squeeze with the crowd. Bleahs~ Working life has many cons. Like what I've said so far, plus office politics! Not to mention that. AND what if I need to eat alone every day during lunch?!

OMG. I cannot imagine that kind of life. I think I can only be seen getting more and more depressed-looking as the days go by. The only pro point I've gathered is the money. The salary that is the only motivating factor. But look, after searching job portals for erm... about close to a month,

I've realised for fresh grad, the average pay is $2000 to $2300, that's it. If you're looking for like $2500 and above (I mean these figures probably apply to private Uni grads only), it's pretty hard. So even if I do get a job, if the pay they offer is low, money is not even a motivating factor for me already. Then... what is???? Here I'm dreading work life, but a part of me is anticipating it. Like I want to know what is it like to work fulltime, getting a fulltime salary, which is much more than what I get working part-time.. And the faster I secure a job, it means I do not need to fret about not being able to find a job, leading a useless life, having no money.. kind of thoughts. Okay. Its a complex and awkard stage of life I would say. Not here not there. Gosh... how can I get over this?

Anyway anyway, last day of exams, went out with Yuwen, Pz and Fiona! Had a great time but also not so great time cus we got to carry our heavy bags walking around (cus the last paper was an open book exam). A part of me was trying to enjoy that day, celebrating the freedom from books, exams blah blah. But a part of me was also worried about my future and missing all those school life moments. Photos photos!!! Our last memories of student life and looking "youthful" over here.

To all my friends: Let's not forget those precious memories and times we've spent together! And we'll all work hard towards our future!!! (: